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| NEW BLOG YO !
Relink me alright ;)
http://justhowyoulikeit-xoxo.blogspot.com
With love, Fifah
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| I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW.
It has been about 4 days after the release of my GCE O Level results.
I've been depressed and i lost 2 kg hahahahaa i'm serious. I should be depressed more often.
Anyway, sad to say that i didn't get what i wanted (below 12) and instead i got..
R5/ 17 - 3 bonus points = 14 for JC entry
R4/14 - 1 bonus point = 13 for Poly entry
LAUGH OKAY LAUGH !!! Laugh cause i daydream alot and i expect too much from myself or all i can think about all day is guys.
Or cause maybe to you i act damn smart or whatever and now i fail to prove that i am, so laugh.
Right i'm disappointed cause i wanna get A1 for both Sciences but i didn't despite studying damn hard and being confident about it. Tsk.
I really hope i can get into Accounting okay.
I'm not gonna be so secretive or shy about it, being a TKG student and getting that kinda score.
I've kinda gotten over it, not really as jealous and embarassed anymore when people from other school tell me their scores which are way better.
So when i got my results, i cried like mad, like those when you kept sniffing annoyingly with the sound.
Yes, that. Hakim said he should've been there to see me cry. Idiot, hahahahaa.
And then, Shik treated us to icecream and fries at Swensens. It kinda made my day.
How did my parents react ?
Well, mom said it was okay, and she was really calm and cool about it.
Dad sounded pissed over the phone, like those tone where he'd say 'See, i told you so. Use the computer some more ahh. Then what you wanna do now? Cry is it ?'. That kinda tone. But he didn't say that. He said we'll talk at home.
Yes i was crying over the phone, ofcourse when i was having conversations with the following people too:
Khairul, Kak Fiqah, brother, Fadzly, Abang Helmi.
Yeah they kept convincing me that its totally fine and all, as in me having that score.
Are you guys crazy ?!
Then Kak Salha called me, and i was seriously embarassed to say. She said, 'Ohhh..'. See, she expected more from me.
Kak Shalena called sometime later and said its not bad and shit. I broke down again.
Sister texted me, 'Its okay, Let's meet' and it kinda made me feel better.
I went over to sister's place, and when Abang Wan asked for my results, i cried like uncontrollably. In front of the maid, sister's mominlaw, and of course Abang Wan.
Dad came later, and he was all fine, looking at the JAE booklet and choosing the courses with me. (I was confused whether he wants me to head to poly / JC)
Yeah i somehow got a lecture in the car and teared a lil bit.
So anyway,
here are my choices! :
1. MJC Science [ HAHAHHAHAH ]
2. TPJC Science - H2 [Maths, Econs, Chem], H1 [Geog]
3. TP Accounting & Finance [I really want this one !!]
4. TP Business
5. TP Financial Business Informatics
6. TP Biomed
7. SP Banking & Finance Services
8. SP Accountancy
9. SP Business Admin
10. NP Accountancy
11. NP Business Studies
12. TP Retail Management
Next, my birthday celebration with Tasneem & January babies in my class + Class Party + people whom i'm close too !
Momma was quite reluctant to let me party, her reason being that i shouldn't be too sad or too happy about my results. In my defence, its my freaking 17th birthday ! Not some party. Its for me! Hahah.
Yeah i think she's more concerned about what my dad would react to it. But i booked the pit already !
But my dad seemed to be a lil bit over the whole situation. He seemed to treat me normally like nothing happened now ?
Hmm, hope for the best okay! Can't wait to party my ass off since i missed the TP Jam&Hop. :)
Text me if you want the details :))
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| RESULTS ARE COMING OUT IN LESS THAN 15 HOURS !
lol.
& I CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T GO JAM&HOP,
should've gone with ♥Faatin if she told me earlier ! Or i have myself to blame cause i should've called people up to join.
Fifah is dumb, stupid and bimbotic.
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| I was late again. Hehe. Well, only by a few minutes. & i spent 5 bucks on the cab to Temasek Poly, and i also had to walk from a busstop to another busstop and meet the lovelies, ♥Hannah, ♥Amirah & ♥Syaf.So we headed straight to the auditorium for the Beyong O Level Seminar. I didn't know it was for 2 hrs and a half.As a whole, i think the seminar made it clearer to me that i should get my ass into Accountancy & Finance, and also dance.A member of the alumni, which was a former student from TP's Accountancy Dip, shared her experience and how successful her life is now. Maan, i wish my life would be the same for me. I think its great. I'd love to join TP for that diploma, its just that i'm worried about unnecessary issues, like -worrying if momma & dad would force me to cover up from head to toe if i enter poly,and if i enter a JC, i can wear a skirt, as short as i want it to be. Hahahahaha.Yeahh, its stupid right. Well, this is what you call Fifah.Alright. So i think the audience for the seminar is really dead and not really enthusiastic. Cause when Sleeq performed, hardly anyone cheered for them. I'd love to, but people might think i'm crazy.There was supposed to be a tour around Humanities & Applied Sciences after that, but we kinda ditched it.Ooooh yeahs, i saw Afiq. Hahahah. I miss him !  Instead, we went to the performances area, and the first one was Dikir Barat.Some of the guys were really cute i must say, and also funny and talented. Really enjoyed it. And of course, their malay accent is super strong !Then Hossan Leong was on stage to give over stereo headphones. Then i think the bikers showed off their skills by doing stunts on the tables. If i'm not mistaken, next was a performance by two singers whom i'm not familiar to. Thenn, it was the performances by the Silat people. Cute guys, nice performances.  Okay i think that's it right ? Hmm, after that we took some pictures, of course. Headed to TM for our first meal at Pizza Hut. Hehe didn't know ♥Amirah wanted Seoul Garden.Ordered the meal which costs about 46 bucks for the four of us to share.  I AM SAD, cause we didn't get to spend the night at Jam&Hop. But its okay. ♥Amirah's dad didn't allow her to go. Hmm, but at least i get to see my dear nephew ! Heehhee.Pictures are not uploaded yet. Hehe. Its with dear ♥Syaf. Well, of course you'd expect us to snap lotsa pictures wherever we go.That's why i love going out with them. ♥Syaf would be the one with the camera, and ♥Amirah would be the one to initiate it. Hahahaha. Ehhhhh take picture take picture !Okehh.& ♥Nart, i'm not mad at you. I know you're concerned about me lah. But its not really the truth about how i feel about it now.It was what i felt when it happened. But i've gotten over it, babe. Let it be lah. I know its frustating when i decide to let it go and not say it to her face. OKAY I'M NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT.Heading to Marina Barrage tomorrow, maybe.Okay sorry but i can't get over the fact that i missed out on Jam&Hop !!!Here are the pictures !! http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1301019&l=d961f&id=697196761 | | |
| TODAY IS FRIDAAAAY ! :)
& I have 5 things to blog about tonight. Since Friday's the 5th day of the week. Okehhhh whateverr.
Well, i always associate Friday with the colour green. Okay.
ONE
So Thursday was spent at Singapore Poly and Nanyang Poly as well. And being me, i woke up at the time when i'm supposed to be leaving the house - 10.30am.
We were supposed to meet at Clementi MRT but they changed it to Dover cause they wanna go Singapore Poly.
So 45 minutes after 11.30am, i met them - ♥Amirah, ♥Hannah & ♥Syaf.
Entered SP and then we got bored. Only an hour there. Hahaha. It wasn't as happening as i thought it would be.
We got ourselves cotton candy, i had henna drawn on my hand, we watched some guys failing to do stunts on skates -.- & then we got ourselves goodie bags !! Haha.
 
TWO
We headed to Nanyang Poly and it was a damn long journey i must say. My henna turned out to be ugly.
NP was indeed very big. Haha. We were all looking forward to watch Taufik Batisah's performance.
I got myself Cheese hotdogs, so did ♥Amirah. But hers was so damn cheesy!, i like.
& Finally, Taufik came on stage. We were all soooo close to him, but there were bodyguards and i had the hots for one of them. Hehe.
At first he had his shades on, so i was wondering why, who knows he wanted to check out a particular person secretly.
But after the first song, he took it off. Mannn i LOVE his eyes. :]]
& ♥Hannah who always claim that Taufik's her brother, wasn't really that excited. She was damn cool and calm.
What the hell ? Hahha. How could she ever be like that, when i'm sooo melting in front of him ?!
Yupp this is the one.
After that, i think we walked around and asked for a really nice sister on duty for the prayer room.
And it was actually at a secluded staircase. Very cool.
While waiting for ♥Hannah to do her prayers, me and the rest watched the dikir barat & dance practices since we were at the CCA floor.
We had drinks & i really love the WATERMELON JUICE !
Its sooo irresistable, and fresh, and most importantly, CHEAP. Hahaha. Very worth it. Love it!
Headed to the area in between and snap lotsa pickchaaas. And it was sooo windy.
This is one of them. Lol.
We then headed to the atrium, if that's what they call it, to watch the dance performances.
Dance moves are so hot, and i better get my ass to join a crew.
After that, we headed home. Decided to take the bus 72.
Damn, i was sooo tired when i got home.
♥Hafiz was actually there to walk me to my block. Sorry if the word FUN is to vague to describe how i feel about NYP. I was damn tired to talk or entertain.
Can't remember the last time i've ever felt that tired before.
Okay here's the photos : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1291947&l=65bc4&id=697196761
THREE
I'm going to go to a hairdresser and tell him/her that i want them to style my hair like the Victoria's Secret models. HAHAHA. Yeah seriously. No more blow it curly or whatever.
FOUR
I cleaned the house today & i'm so happy ! *Jumps around*
Did the laundry (wash, hang them dry, fold), dishes, uhhhhhhh cleaned my room and living room. Hahah.
FIVE
O Level results are gonna be out on Monday, 2pm. And i'm starting to panic cause people around me are panicking and theyre ACTUALLY TELLING ME how panicky they are and also about panic attacks.
Yeah that really made me panic cause i'm not as panicky as them.
What is god trying to say here? That i'm gonna do much more worse than them? Well, hope i'll do as well as them.
Hmm gotta start praying again.
Alright you guys, i've only had a meal today and i feel really amused by that fact.
Anyway, i'll be heading to TP tomorrow with the usuals. Oh talking about that, i haven't registered myself for the BOL Seminar. Hahaahaha. There's gonna be SLEEQ yo ! = HOT.
Anyway anyway anyway, i watched Mohabbatein today, and cried like mad.
I also watched Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna, and it really rawks. Its really good for you if you wanna pour your feelings out. Haha. Watch it at Youtube.
Well you guys might say 'Yeah right' or 'Are you sureeeeeeee?' to me, but i think i'm content with the way my life is right now, without a guys. Oh no, without a boyfriend. :) I've been fretting over it for a few months but now i'm perfectly fine.
But it doesn't mean i'm not into serious relationships, and its more innacurate for you to say i don't want to have a bf. EVEN MORE INACCURATE TO SAY I DON'T HAVE ANY CRUSHES.
Hmm somehow i feel that there's more cute guys to see everyday then when i'm attached.
Hurray !
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